Hope to feel like me again. December 5th, 2022.

 

Photo edited from my Picsart app. Seems like to be a popular way to express yourself right now on social media…

Been thinking of my first huge child loss, ten years ago, our Apple Marie and Banana Lee.

I have memorial tattoos I got about 9.5 years ago, an apple and banana with snow flakes. This December 9th and 10th, will be ten years since they each died.

After last week’s doctor follow up appointment, I decided to try what the doctor suggested, began a second medication to help even out the emotional flatness I’ve been having. Hoping it helps however I can already tell I feel different.

Here is to hope that I begin to feel like me again.